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Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • yuta's bday.


    i took the day off because turner has a birthday day-off policy..
    but of course, on my baby's bday.. it was too busy and they had to make an exception..

    anyway, i went to his place early.. shopped for some ingredients and cooked.

    YAY~~~~

    i love cooking so much. i think despite my lack of passion in anything..
    cooking is the only thing that i can see myself feeling anything near it.

    i first made bruschetta with tomatoes for appetizer.

    (no pics. the tomato was getting watery and i didnt want to take a picture of it.  it was awesome nonetheless.)

    then some lots o meat lasagna:

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    it came out so awesome. (just had to let the oven-ready lasagna sheets to cook a little more and get thicker.)

    yuta said talking about it makes his mouth wet.

    hahahahha

    anyway. it's not me, it's the recipe. it's pretty dam good:

    http://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/paula-deen/lots-omeat-lasagna-recipe/index.html
    just remember, after it's done, it takes about another hour for the pasta to reach a better thickness.

    mmm. back to yuta's bday:

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    love you lots.



Wednesday, 23 September 2009

  • east rutherford, new jersey.


    suddenly.. my dreams seem a little closer.

    i am no longer getting on the 166 njtransit bus and crawling into the subways of nyc.   i no longer have to waste my life away sitting next to strangers and commuting to a city that i prefer to look at from afar.

    new york city. i know it's big. i know it's a HUGE deal. i know people dream about working in nyc.

    it just doesnt do it for me.

    to be fair, i now have to make time to read a book. there is nothing more comfortable than reading in a bus seat. it just doesnt allow you to do much else.

    i cant eat lunch with my baby or come home with him after work on fridays.

    i will miss the coworkers i worked with for 4 years.

    i will miss listening to my ipod. (although, morning radio is hilarious.)

    hot 97:

    rosenburg: you dont like her cuz she's not black

    angie: no, dont put words in my mouth!

    rosenburg: i'll put something else in your mouth!

    ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

    hahahahha

    anyway. i digress.

    fyi. life still sucks. if there are any hopes of it getting better, i will tell you now.

    IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

    the best days of my life will always be of yesteryear.

Friday, 07 August 2009

  • godmother.


    i met her randomly in the gym.

    the first thing she said was.. "this is fate."

    the reason why it's a fate?  because she has been trying SO HARD to avoid me.. and yet.. i ended up seeing her.

    she was probably annoyed.. "oh.. i'm glad to see you.. but whatever."

    she called me sassy.

    "that is your downfall."

    i've realized this. i talk a lot and if i feel something.. i will surely say it.

    there is nothing holding me back.

    if i love you.. you will probably hear more of it..

    and with my relationship with her.. it is my downfall.

Thursday, 16 July 2009

  • pissed off.


    i've been bleeding on the pill for about a good 2 weeks and i'm fukkin pissed off.

    (everything from this point on may be enhanced because of this fact.)

    i'm really pissed off at my godparents. i am SO disappointed in many of the steps they made recently. the only reason why i cant express it to them is because they probably dont care. oh right, i DID express it to them and their lack of response is a SURE SIGN of "i'm really busy thinking about myself right now."

    which is something i cant argue with.

    in their minds, they're probably running out of time and there is none to care about what other people want.

    maybe?

    that is my hypothesis.

    does that logic appease my ANGER?

    no.

    despite my agreement of their time issue.. i cant seem to force myself to leave our last few years "happy." i just cant be happy with them... i'm too pissed off.

    why.. does this happen?

    why do we make sadness harder than it already is.



Sunday, 07 June 2009

  • electricity.

    "Electricity is not a human invention, and may be observed in several forms in nature, a prominent manifestation of which is lightning. Many interactions familiar at the macroscopic level, such as touch, friction or chemical bonding, are due to interactions between electric fields on the atomic scale. The Earth's magnetic field is thought to arise from a natural dynamo of circulating currents in the planet's core.[69] Certain crystals, such as quartz, or even sugar, generate a potential difference across their faces when subjected to external pressure.[70] This phenomenon is known as piezoelectricity, from the Greek piezein (πιέζειν), meaning to press, and was discovered in 1880 by Pierre and Jacques Curie. The effect is reciprocal, and when a piezoelectric material is subjected to an electric field, a small change in physical dimensions take place.[70]

    Some organisms, such as sharks, are able to detect and respond to changes in electric fields, an ability known as electroreception,[71] while others, termed electrogenic, are able to generate voltages themselves to serve as a predatory or defensive weapon.[3] The order Gymnotiformes, of which the best known example is the electric eel, detect or stun their prey via high voltages generated from modified muscle cells called electrocytes.[3][4] All animals transmit information along their cell membranes with voltage pulses called action potentials, whose functions include communication by the nervous system between neurons and muscles.[72]An electric shock stimulates this system, and causes muscles to contract.[73] Action potentials are also responsible for coordinating activities in certain plants and mammals.[72]"


    please make this stop..



and then..

my uterus is missing something.

eunj0o

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  • hatcha
    What is this thing? Also, will you redesign my xanga, it looks like puke (almost literally). Yours is so tasteful.
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