December 8, 2011

• fortunate.

   

  it was thanksgiving not too long ago.

   

  although i didnt express it in any way, in my head, i felt a strong need to thank a higher being for my recent quality of life.

  i mean, YES, i got rejected by rutgers for a degree program and randomly got rejected by GOOGLE while i was NOT looking for a job.

   

  BUT, all of those things provided great experiences and further honed my objectivity. haha.

   

  this road to turning into a counselor(?) type of job could have taken many routes, but it appears i landed on the most optimally compromising route among them.

  i cant just CHANGE my life at 29 without thinking about finances and (potential) dependents. i should have thought of this when i gave out my PII to family members like candy on halloween to open accounts for them.

  its all good if they pay, but if they cant pay, guess who's gonna get worried. me.

   

  trying to plan while thinking of potential bills.. is not easy to do for a risk averse person like me.

  anyway. im so glad i can somehow be valuable to the company as a part time employee.

   

  im so GLAD that rutgers accepted me to the non-matriculated program so that i can at least try it out..

   

  and last but not least, my dear boyfriend still loves me after all ive put him through.

   

  my heart would be so </3 if he left me.

   

   

   

   

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