June 9, 2014

  • glass.

    going into sober day #6. its becoming tough to see the glass as half full when it appears to be emptying out.. slowly.

    i admit i am addicted but the difference with this addiction is that reality appears to be the problem, not my method of coping. really, i am just complaining. it is only a matter of time until i am elevated again. :)

    my road to becoming a counselor has been fulfilling. regardless, there is always a chance of meeting the same fate (aka. meaninglessness) with this new career. o well. unknown is better than known misery.

    confusing:
    while i dont value the future enough to say: i hope the world doesnt end tomorrow, i am so terrified of experiencing violence. at the same time, i am very curious of my reaction to experiencing violence. probably why i frequently have violent nightmares.

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