having a 2.5 year old that behaved well with other adults somehow made me feel very proud.

as i was talking about this weird feeling with yuta, i inevitably lost the feeling after thinking about it.

what if she was bad? what would that mean?

anyway, raising a child has been equally fantastic as it has been terrifying. the topic of abortion comes to mind frequently. in terms of a chance at life, it is unfortunate that the human life has to start in someone else's body in a society that values the individual's rights, privacy, and boundaries.