October 1, 2008

• crap.

  it is now T-4 days till i leave.

  the sudden visit of my two cousins from korea sure made preparing for an out-of-country trip.. non-existent.
  they both came to visit my grandpa and spend time with the family..
  but funny how i cant seem to mention a word about grandpa to them..
  i do wonder where they were.. what they were doing.. how they reacted.. when he passed.
  and how much they miss him..

  maybe some other time.

  sleep has been crap. food has been crap. work has been crap.
  the new super mario brothers on the ds lite is crap.
  i am crap at the new super mario brothers on the ds lite.

  it pisses me off so much during my commute.
  and as much as i tell myself that pressing the button harder does not have any effect... i continue to press hard and now my thumb is slightly swollen.

  yes. quite idiotic. i agree.

  what's more idiotic is how emotional i get when i listen to songs about soldiers.

  for instance... coming home by john legend:

  We fight to stay alive
  But somebody's got to die
  It's so strange to me
  A new year, a new enemy
  Another soldier gone to war
  Another story told before
  Now it's told again
  It seems the wars will never end
  But we'll make it home again
  Back where we belong again
  We're holding on to when
  We used to dare to dream
  We pray we live to see
  Another day in history
  Yes we still believe

  i think about how if i was a singer/songwriter... i'd wanna write a song about soldiers.

  now, arent you glad i dont disgrace their experience with my retarded words?

  anyway.

  a different genre's perspective.. soldier's poem by muse:

  How could you send us so far away from home
  When you know damn well that this is wrong
  I would still lay down my life for you
  And do you think you deserve your freedom
  
  No I don't think you do
  There's no justice in the world
  And there never was

  my life lately: thinking about things that are not really related to me.

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