June 2, 2009

  • update.

    i am the most unhappy and depressed as i have ever been in my life.

    does it affect my life productivity? not really.
    i still perform in the job.. i still eat.. i sleep okay..

    but generally speaking, i'm terribly depressed.

    funny, when i'm alone and i feel the sudden urge to speak aloud, i always subconsciously say:

    "no, not really."

    i have absolutely no control in what comes out of my mouth at this time and it's always the same three words.

    if i were to deduce the possible question i seem to be answering.. it may be:

    "is life really worth living?"

    anyway.

    as an american, who is taught to fight for their rights, i believe restricting assisted suicide to only those who are terminally ill is a violation of my right.

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